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Wednesday, January 05, 2011
Cause and Effect
It seems like this is a natural phenomenon. Every thing that happens has a cause and effect. In Chinese, we call it 因果报应..
Recently, I started feeling the effects coming hard on me.
①Effects of over-eating:
This time's dieting is really a hard time for me. Although I was very determined and I did lose 7kg in the 1st month, the second month was horrible. I started eating solid food in the 2nd month (1st month I survived on soup, water and ice cream only) and I only lose 1.5kg.. Zzz.. 1 more week to go and it's the end of the second month. Initially, I lost 3 kg in the 2nd month. But after I started eating a bit of carbo, I gained back 2kg in one day! That's sadness! It's terrible cos I'm still having hunger pangs, dizzy spells, etc.. Due to the lack of food.. It's sad cos I'm still 7.5kg away from my original weight! Sigh.. Why is it that growing fat is so much easier?!
②Effects of my bad habits:
Those who know me will know my bad habits. One of them being -- lateness. Recently, I started to have this feeling that "N1" is starting to dislike me. Maybe cos I'm always late? I don't really know.. Maybe cos of my other bad habits too? I spoke to her yesterday and started to have a feeling that it's not the same anymore. It's just an intuition. Probably it's time to leave. Leave for further studies.. She did tell me it'll be difficult for me to go back to the same school for further studies due to some reason. "Work" reasons.. Well, if that's difficult, I shall go back full-time studies in other areas and back to training again then work again? But that will go a long way cos I can't take leave, I have to resign, rejoin, retrain and restart my service.. I can also choose to go overseas.. But that's too ex.. Last resort is to take part-time courses which I don't think I can cope.. I wonder why is it so difficult.. Yet we are encouraged to upgrade ourselves.. Sigh..
③Effects on playing games for hours:
When I say hours.. It's really long.. I played Plants vs. Zombies for 10hrs during the holidays!! Now, super tired.. (cos I was still playing it last night after a full day's work) with dark eye rings (which I don't use to have..) Zzz.. Oh! Plus headache too..
④Effects of growing old:
Growing old is not really a cause but it does have it's unfavorable effects.. Special occasions are not so special anymore cos we had too much of those. Like Christmas and New Year.. It's like nothing special or to be happy about.. I spent both eves playing mj all night. There's always so many people around for celebration and everywhere is so packed nowadays I don't even wanna go anywhere at all.. CNY too. Nothing special. Only good thing is I get to stay at home and not go to work. Oh! It's also an indication of spending money too.. For the kids.. Spent more than 500 bucks for Christmas presents and 300 bucks for Ang Bao in 2010..
Summary: think twice before acting.. You may never know what are the effects that you'll experience later on..
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
Recently, I started feeling the effects coming hard on me.
①Effects of over-eating:
This time's dieting is really a hard time for me. Although I was very determined and I did lose 7kg in the 1st month, the second month was horrible. I started eating solid food in the 2nd month (1st month I survived on soup, water and ice cream only) and I only lose 1.5kg.. Zzz.. 1 more week to go and it's the end of the second month. Initially, I lost 3 kg in the 2nd month. But after I started eating a bit of carbo, I gained back 2kg in one day! That's sadness! It's terrible cos I'm still having hunger pangs, dizzy spells, etc.. Due to the lack of food.. It's sad cos I'm still 7.5kg away from my original weight! Sigh.. Why is it that growing fat is so much easier?!
②Effects of my bad habits:
Those who know me will know my bad habits. One of them being -- lateness. Recently, I started to have this feeling that "N1" is starting to dislike me. Maybe cos I'm always late? I don't really know.. Maybe cos of my other bad habits too? I spoke to her yesterday and started to have a feeling that it's not the same anymore. It's just an intuition. Probably it's time to leave. Leave for further studies.. She did tell me it'll be difficult for me to go back to the same school for further studies due to some reason. "Work" reasons.. Well, if that's difficult, I shall go back full-time studies in other areas and back to training again then work again? But that will go a long way cos I can't take leave, I have to resign, rejoin, retrain and restart my service.. I can also choose to go overseas.. But that's too ex.. Last resort is to take part-time courses which I don't think I can cope.. I wonder why is it so difficult.. Yet we are encouraged to upgrade ourselves.. Sigh..
③Effects on playing games for hours:
When I say hours.. It's really long.. I played Plants vs. Zombies for 10hrs during the holidays!! Now, super tired.. (cos I was still playing it last night after a full day's work) with dark eye rings (which I don't use to have..) Zzz.. Oh! Plus headache too..
④Effects of growing old:
Growing old is not really a cause but it does have it's unfavorable effects.. Special occasions are not so special anymore cos we had too much of those. Like Christmas and New Year.. It's like nothing special or to be happy about.. I spent both eves playing mj all night. There's always so many people around for celebration and everywhere is so packed nowadays I don't even wanna go anywhere at all.. CNY too. Nothing special. Only good thing is I get to stay at home and not go to work. Oh! It's also an indication of spending money too.. For the kids.. Spent more than 500 bucks for Christmas presents and 300 bucks for Ang Bao in 2010..
Summary: think twice before acting.. You may never know what are the effects that you'll experience later on..
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
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