Friday, August 29, 2008
It's a sucky Friday!
Basically, it's just me in the end I guess. Not that people around me offended me or what so ever. I think it's a day when sometimes you get to think about things to the negative ends or you just feel like it's time that you let go abit and you just want to get into a super low or depressed mood. I wonder if others have this feeling as me? Or is it just me?
Nothing big or dramatic has happened. However, to me, I just have the sucky feeling. Sometimes I'm just too sensitive over stuff that people say or the way they behave. Though a very teensy weeny comment or gesture, it may bring my day down. Call me over-sensitive but it really wasn't a good feeling. Else this wouldn't affect my entire evening. Probably the lack of sleep as well? Whatever it is, I think I'm the main cause of my down mood.
Why? If I did not do this, I will not be that. If I did not do that, I will not be told to be this. If I did not do this, I will not feel sucky because I'm being told not to do that. If I did not do all these, maybe there will not be this distant kind of feeling. If I did not say this, I will not have made things worse. If I just keep to myself, I will not feel like I've done something that's not meant to be done. If I just mind my own business, I will probably feel less sucky. If I'm less sucky, I will not have twisted words or feelings and now things will not get complicated. Everything falls back to the "if I"... Definitely it's me.
Instead, I should have done this, so I will not do that. I should have done that, so I will not end up having the sucky feeling. I should have think the positive way so that I will not get the sucky feeling, hence I should be enjoying myself this evening. "I should have"...
It's always like that. It's always the point of no return. Like "Sliding Doors", things will happen differently when you chose to go different path. However, who can see the right path? It's always when you took the wrong path then you realised you should have taken the other. Those who chose the right path at the beginning are really born to be blessed. I think for me, it's like after taking the wrong path, I still want to choose and go that path after many times of lessons. You can say that. Yes, just continue. Orh Bi Good for me.
I think most likely my bio-alarm is gone. There's no wake up call. I also don't know when can I get it back. It's like gone for a long time. Tried to search for it, thought that I've found it, but it was always not the right one. I think it's the genes in me. Inbuilt. Habitual. I wonder...
Sleeping soon...
I have been trying out lots of new things on my blog since I came back home today. It's a great fulfillment to be able to accomplish lots of interesting stuff though it's getting really late. I have more stuff which I wish to try on. However, I'm getting far too tired. I'll continue again tomorrow. Now, I can really understand how Mimi felt when she's doing all these back then. Mimi, you're superb!
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Dwarfie
Juz wana post a short entry... No mood today... Other than not feeling well... Dwarfie is dead... After about 2 years plus. My first class pet with my P1 children who are now already in P4... Beeie love it so much, I don't bear to give it to the children... I had 2 or 3 hamsters before Dwarfie... But it's different... Buried him with Beeie this afternoon then saw a doctor... I was quite shock to find him dead in its favourite house... I guess he passed away peacefully last night... I'm so gona miss him... Makes me really upset and I can't imagine if this continue to happen to Robi or Sugie (as this is nature...) Beeie said we shouldn't get anymore babies and I totally agree with him... Both of us teared... Dwarfie, Daddy n Mummy Love You!
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Message to my bro
Stupid... Typed the comment for my bro n in de end cant post cos he limit 2 his team members... aargh... waste my time... luckily im clever 2 copy de whole text 1st... (Beeie taught mi last time... thanx Beeie...) n then i juz realise my stupid bro dun read my blog... ooii!! so angry hor!! i owas read ur blog de ok?! u beta start goin 2 my blog every single day 2 show appreciation!! wrote a so touchin comment n yet can't post!! anyw here's de msg...
im glad tat u r more open n receptive to the tings tat happen ard us... yes, everyting hapen 4 a reason... n may it b gd or bad, we haf 2 learn 2 accept it n learn it n tink it in a positive way... life is owas like dis... owas move forward n look at de brighter side of tings... i juz finis de cartoon vcd again... Meet the Robinsons... I tink its a rilly gd shw... u shld watch it 2... n im so glad tat u finally found a job... juz rem tat nt everyting is wat we tot... tings owas haf both side of story so we dun assume... juz hope tat everyting go smoothly 4 u n dun let de family wori 4 u... u r big enuf 2 noe wat is rite or wrong... even if ur 2nd sis may nt shw it, she care 4 u alot... same 4 de rest of us in de family... rilly hope u start tinkin of de future n mk ur life beta by moving forward... everyting is so expensive nwadays n everyting is nt as ez as last tm... so we rilly nid 2 wk harder n try harder... gd luck 2 u n all de best... rem tat u will owas haf de family support though smtimes we dun shw it... Love you!
from ur eldest sis
Monday, August 25, 2008
Forever busy lifestyle
Actually, I'm quite envious of many people who seem to be free like almost everyday. People who are able to have a life with their family, friends, loved ones or their favourite activities even after having a hectic day at work. For me, just handling work is kind of tired. Only when it comes to holiday then I could really enjoy myself abit more. Talking about holidays, I don't think I'm able to do anything much during this September Holidays. It's too short. I still need to go back for extra classes and workshops. I suppose I really need to look forward to the long December holidays then... I wanted to do afew postings today. Lots of things which I want to post up. However, after laundry and my work stuff, look at the time now... I'm left with 2 hours more to sleep. Maybe I'm really bad at time management... Or did I put too much in work? I don't know... At least I'm doing something that I like now... Most likely a whole life kind of job for me even though the salary which I'm getting is like nowhere able to compare with those of my friends who work the same number of years, with the same qualification and definitely less time... Well, I guess this is the real world, you gain certain things and lose some of it... Hope I do gain something tomorrow after losing a few more hours of sleep today... (-_-)
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Trying out the email post, hence posted this article
Miniature Schnauzer
Miniature Schnauzers are remarkably social and people-oriented creatures. Originally bred as farm and hunting dogs, they will also help rid your yard of rodents. The Miniature Schnauzer is very friendly toward people and is generally great around children. Despite their small size, the Miniature Schnauzer is very brave and may get itself into trouble with larger dogs. For this reason, owners must take special care to socialize their Miniature Schnauzer with other dogs from a very young age.
His crisp, tangle-resistant, easily cared-for, non-shedding coat makes him the meticulous housekeeper's joy. Miniature Schnauzers do not make good kennel dogs and truly suffer when separated from their families. If you think that you can leave your Schnauzer in the back yard for half a day and he will play all by himself, do not hold to this dream. He will only play when he is with you. Schnauzers can be destructive and noisy when left alone for long hours. These dogs require lots of human attention.
An Article taken from http://www.gopetsamerica.com/miniature-schnauzer/miniature-schnauzer.aspx
Photo courtesy of Mountain High Miniature Schnauzers
Recent Photos Update
This is my new Baby Whitie... Given by Beeie the other day cos it's over 4th anniversary. Though a small gift, but it's an addition to our little family. :) She's cute, right?
Sugie boy's update -- Recently we allow him to come into the room when we were awake. He likes to lean his head on the bed so much cos he's aways such a softy (yang or). He wants us to sayang him and he know he can't come up the bed, so he can only do that. He always succeed in getting our attention that way cos he's so irresistibly cute! keke...
Some pics of Gary's Wedding which Popo and I attended during the June Hols...
There are some other silly things which I wanted to post and share with you guys but right now I starving. Just woke up not long ago. Can you imagine after my post yesterday, I was like still editing my blog page till 7plus in the morning?! It's even worse than my MJ session (which I haven't been doing for a long time)... I am really getting old! Oh and please stop laughing at my nick hor!! I know I am old and I still call myself princess... So what? Princess also human wor... Princess also grow old and die... Princess is still princess hor... Not like she will change... Princess Diana is also a princess even when she got married... Just that she is lucky to be a real princess that's all... I am still a princess in many people's point of view wor... Like I'm always my Momo's princess, my Beeie's princess, my Dad's princess, my friends' princess, my sibling's princess, my babies' princess, my godbro's princess, my pupils' princess, etc, etc... So don't laugh at me ever again!!
Okie... Hungry hungry... A hungry princess is an angry princess... Hohohohoho (^_^)
