Contradicting Time

I want time to pass slower cos I need more sleep. Every time I laze on, I set 30min later on my alarm. But it always seems less than 5min.. I hate waking up with alarm. Without the alarm, I feel as though I slept more.. With the alarm, even if I sleep more than 8h, it feels as if lesser.

I want time to pass faster cos I want to get my new place asap. I want to get my special bonus quickly. I have to wait till next year then I can get them. I'm not sure if I can last anymore day at work. I could be leaving my current job after I get my special bonus.

This is so contradicting. Can I control time? Then it may be better. Oh maybe like the show "Click" by Jim Carrey.

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