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Friday, February 19, 2010
Sleeping has never been so tiring..
Been going through quite a lot lately.. Sleeping is what I always enjoy doing. Especially dreaming. But lately both my fav had been so tiring for me.. Sometimes, I even got delirius..
All these maybe 'cos of my restless mind.. Couldn't stop thinking about stuff.. Making sleep so difficult and kept tossing around.. Even sleeping and dreaming stuff which makes it worse..
Dreaming makes me live in another world and feels like I'm still working and not sleeping.. Like avatar? Hence woke up really tired and affecting all my work and personal life..
I just hope that I could rest my mind soon and get into really deep sleep for at least a while then recharge and back with life soon..
My new year resolution: to be able to control my mind..
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Thursday, February 11, 2010
Human Complexity
The human mind and body is such complex object. Alot of happenings and reactions to the human is so unexplainable by medical and science technology.
Sometimes the more you want to sleep and yet the more you are awake.
The more you want something from your body, the more it reacts the opposite.
The more I want to keep my mind in a peaceful and tranquil stage, the more thoughts come in and hit me deeply with lots of unwanted negative vibes.
The more you want the body to work what you want, the more it sways away from you.
Can I say that am I naturally stubborn? Or naturally that's the nature of me?
Or maybe I should learn to meditate? So that I can stay serene?
Never felt so tiring to be myself.. Yet now I'm feeling it.. Why?
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