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Thursday, January 14, 2010
Sleeping is so much better compared to anything else in life
Woke up yet again the umpteen times. This time to settle work arrangement.
I feel so not doing anything anymore.. Threw away all the baby stuff that I've been reading about.. Threw away all my supplements..
Took another sleeping pill again and yet I just can't throw away the D feeling! Don't feel like speaking to anyone!! I don't even know what to say if anyone ask?
I'm still in love with my dreams.. Therefore I'm gonna sleep.. Hoping never to be awake again..
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Handling life is so difficult
Handling relationships is so damn freaking difficult!! Be it friendship, courtship, family ties, marriage, blah blah blah.. Freaking hard!!
Why can't just everyone think the same and have one ultimate goal and that will make the world so freaking better??!!
Why is there a cause, cost or consequences to everything?!
Suddenly, I just feel so helpless about life!! Just selfishly feel that end of the world is not so bad afterall!!
And I shall not give birth to another sad soul to suffer life like me!! Even the rich suffers!! I don't understand why god made us and just want us to suffer?!
Maybe cos they're bored?! Don't anyone freaking tell me that there're more people out there who suffers tonnes more than I do!! The degree of suffering is different and not the same but it's still a freaking same word!!
God!! Took panadol and sleeping pill and I'm still freaking awake!! Talking about suffering!!
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D hits again
Funny why the D hits me yet again in within like two short months..
Ever felt like life is so damn freaking tired and you just wana freaking end it?
That's just what I'm feeling right now!! Freaking life!!
Wonder how long this D gonna last this time?! Bam!!
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Sunday, January 03, 2010
It's been 30 years..
I can't imagine time can pass so fast.. It's like it's still yesterday that I'm a young teenager.. Recently, I'm not sure why but I've been having the feeling of nostalgic..
Listening to all the songs that I used to listen when I was very young has brought my memories back..
Memories of the first time I started work when I was 15, the people whom I met, the friends who were no longer in contact..
I realised I missed every part of my memories so much.. Alot of things I realised I could have done better if I can turn back time.. There were many regrets that I can't do anything about..
Thinking of all these, I can't imagine another 15 years in the future.. What will I be thinking then? Or will I ever live to see the next 15 years? Everything is so uncertain..
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