Handling life is so difficult

Handling relationships is so damn freaking difficult!! Be it friendship, courtship, family ties, marriage, blah blah blah.. Freaking hard!!

Why can't just everyone think the same and have one ultimate goal and that will make the world so freaking better??!!

Why is there a cause, cost or consequences to everything?!

Suddenly, I just feel so helpless about life!! Just selfishly feel that end of the world is not so bad afterall!!

And I shall not give birth to another sad soul to suffer life like me!! Even the rich suffers!! I don't understand why god made us and just want us to suffer?!

Maybe cos they're bored?! Don't anyone freaking tell me that there're more people out there who suffers tonnes more than I do!! The degree of suffering is different and not the same but it's still a freaking same word!!

God!! Took panadol and sleeping pill and I'm still freaking awake!! Talking about suffering!!

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