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Sunday, December 22, 2013
My Little Ayren
My dear little Ayren,
Mama is now waiting for your arrival in January. Mama will see you strong, healthy and happy. Mama will carry you, cuddle you and kiss you in my arms. Mama loves you.
Please forgive Mama for not consistently taking pictures of you in my tummy. Please forgive Mama if I didn't sing to you or talk to you everyday. Please forgive Mama if I seem to neglect you and that this is the first blogpost about you.
Mama knows that you'll grow up into a lovable and considerate boy. You'll know that Mama has been really busy with work and many other things that seem like I gave you less attention as compared to your brother, Ayden. But that's not true. Mama loves you the same. So please be an understanding boy.
You are Mama's dearie. Mama loves you more than anything. Mama suffers from nausea, backache, sciatica, tiredness, bloating, etc.. When you were in Mama's womb.. However, Mama just want you to be safe and healthy despite of all the hardship which Mama had to go through to see you. So my dear Ayren, always remember that Mama loves you!
Love,
Mama
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Sunday, August 18, 2013
Heartache
The biggest heartache that a mum would ever have is to see her child cry and suffer..
I thought I would never update this blog again due to busy schedule, and not to mention laziness..
However, just as I woke up yet the umpteenth time to attend to Ayden, I felt the pain and fright that he was going through..
Ayden is fine. He's just having sore throat, fever, stuffy nose, chesty cough and probably he's teething.. But to me, when he cry like nobody's business, I just hope that everything will be ok for him soon..
For when he cry so loudly, I am crying inside me! I can totally understand what he's going through and how I hope he knows that I'm here for him and that I love him so much, but I have no choice but to make him take his medicine so that he gets better and not that I'm trying to force him into getting him to puke.. I know he hates it but what choice does a mother have?
It's heartache.. And I have no way to express this feeling so that anyone can empathize with me right now except blogging about it..
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