Monday, April 19, 2010
I AM BLOODY FAT!!
I was clearing all the clothes which I can't wear.. I was even thinking, "Neh.. Most likely I can't zip my jeans and that's all.. No big deal.."
I was absolutely wrong!! To my horror, all my jeans and pants can only reach below my thighs and I can't even pull them up futher!!!
I started to examine my body and started to realise that my tummy is bigger than my boobs, my butt is two times bigger than my previous butt, my thigh is the size of my previous waist and my weight increased by 12kg!!! That's like more than 24 pounds!!
To make things worse, my boobs are still the same size and my height has not changed a millimeter in 15 years!!
Bloody hell!! FML!! Aurgh!!
I can't imagine next time I'm pregnant or in another 5 to 10 years time what will I become!!
And I still can't stop eating!! How to stop??!! Can't stop!! Munch munch munch.. Zzzzz...
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Saturday, April 10, 2010
Lifetime of Love
Beeie and I have been together so long! We have been loving each other for so many lifetimes!
Look at what I've found!
In the 1900s
In the 1910s
In the 1920s
In the 1930s
In the 1940s
In the 1950s
In the 1960s
In the 1970s
In the 1980s
In other unknown years
In the 2000s
Whahaha!! Funny right? Neh.. I spent almost 2hrs on the new iPhone app to create these pics! Cute right? Hahaha.. Good memory photos!! Beeie lubie you!!
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Thursday, April 08, 2010
Striking Lottery
Striking lottery may seem to be an easy thing for some people but not all.
The way you look at it, seems so simple. Pick the right number at the right time. Put in your effort to queue up. There you have it. Your ticket.
Next, you're full of confident that it's going to strike big time. You waited for the result. It seems like years passed while waiting for the good news.
Soon, the result is out. Busted! There goes all the dreams which you have been thinking during the wait. You feel so cheated by yourself.
Nevermind. You've decided that it's ok. If others can do it, you're sure you can. So this time, you put in more effort. You look for a "specialist" a.k.a fortune teller to give you the lucky numbers.
You wait for the right time, plunge and then waited. It's funny how others made it seem so easy. They may strike once, twice, thrice and not to mention those who struck a pair of numbers after seeing the "specialist".
Again, you're full of confident. The next moment, after feeling ten years had passed, the negative result stood in front of you sneering away.
All the roller coaster feelings. Then you come to realise why it's called the 万字票 in chinese. There are hundreds and thousands of combination of numbers. Maybe millions. It's not as simple as you think it is. Not just a set of numbers.
Other than hitting the jackpot with the right set of numbers from the millions, you may need so much luck. Luck depends on a lot of factors. Doesn't mean that you pray hard, you get it. Nope! Not at all!
You need the right time, right mood, right situation and most importantly you'll need the right destiny. If you are not destined, no matter how hard you try, how much you spend, nothing means nothing.
Suddenly, the world came tumbling down. You wonder why is it you. Why can't it work out just for you. At least that once.
You hear people say just don't think about it and you'll strike. But who buys lottery and not want to know the result? Difficult!
For those people who strike and not knowing it, it's a surprise! But for those who gave up and did not expect it, it suddenly appears and made them felt nervous, anxious and confused.
Does that mean I have to give up buying lottery too? Will I strike all of a sudden without knowing it? What if I never strike in my entire life? Will I live in regrets? Or should I keep seeing the fortune teller until I finally get my lucky number?
What if I strike and lose my winning ticket? I can't imagine the bad that would happen. Keeping a positive mind is tremendously difficult for a pessimist.
I can only wait and see. Not try but let nature takes it's course. Maybe one day I might just strike without knowing it. I just hope that this day is not too far away..
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