Sunday, December 30, 2007
2 lazy 2 write... so juz look at de pics!! (^_^)
my babies...
my xmas eve...
my bro's 21st bday...
more 2 cum... wait till my bro send tem 2 mi 1st... hehe...
Friday, December 21, 2007
dream...
frm 2day onwards, i've decided 2 record all my dreamz (except aa... haha... sm nt supposed 2 appear... keke...) in my blog... it's a long time since i eva had a proper dream (cos im delirious recently...) well dis is nt say proper though cnfusin but at least tere's a so call storyline... i cnt gif my dream a name 2day cos no time 2 tink of 1, but i will try 2 gif 1 4 each of my future dream... haha... so here goes...
beeie n i had our new plc n we were renovatin de house... 1st de aircon man was here... he's supposed 2 rch our place at 2pm but was late 4 half an hr... he's quite of a middle aged man n he sure duno his job veri well... he started wif de aircon in de master bedrm... oh n de house is nt de 1 we're stayin nw... sm other place... so after installin de aircon, he tested de 1 in de master bedrm n it does nt wk... in my dream de aircon is sm sort computerised so it nids 2 b dwnloaded wif sm program if it cnt wk... so de man restarted it again n again...
wile de aircon man goes on n on, i went 2 our bathrm 2 tk a look at de works... i was surprised beeie installed a bathtub... so went closer 2 tk a look... i started 2 gt angry n called 4 him 2 cum in2 de toilet... he came in n i told him tat i dun like de tiles ard de tub... esp tose on de wall near de tub... fyi de tiles are tose mini mosaic 1s, wich most toilet haf in de 1980s then tose on de wall were blue n irregular shapes pokin out of de wall sort of like sm design... i gt irritated i told him tat i reminded him so many times i dun like tese types of tiles cos no1. dey gt mouldy in between ezily n no2. dey gt dusty ezily... i told him tat im nt gona clean tose in future n he beta gt a maid or he clean up by temselves... we quarrelled ovr it a little n i left 2 c wat de aircon man had done...
my mood obviously gt bad n started 2 scold de man 4 tkin so long... he gif mi all sorts of excuses n i told him 2 gt another guy here n tat he shld leave cos he duno wat he's doin at all... i remember then in de dream (though nt veri sure hw exactly each scene is connected...) tat beeie came out of de toilet n told mi he cnt tk it anymore n he wanted a brk up... so i gt angry, packed sm of my clothes n left...
nxt scene i was at sm place in malaysia... met a ger in a cafe n we chatted well n decided 2 bunk in 2gther... wile we were walkin... we realised we were followed... we tried all ways n means 2 shake off de guy followin us... in de end i lost sight of de ger even n had 2 tk a cab 2 find sm hotel 2 stay 4 de nite... after alightin de cab, i realised im pennyless after payin de fare... i cnt stay in hotel n went ard lookin 4 ppl 2 tk mi in 4 de nite... it was a place wich i duno... i couldn't find any n finally came 2 a coffee shop... i asked de old man if tere's any vacant rm n he told mi if i dun mind i cn stay in his toilet 4 20cent a nite... haha... i took it n de toilet looked old like tose in de 80s again... i put my bags dwn n started cleanin de place so it doesn't stink 2 much... it's nt tat bad in dream actually...
suddenly after cleanin, i saw a transparent even older man standin in my "room" askin mi 4 a smoke... i was shocked!! i told de owner abt it n he told mi tat his deceased father would smtimes appear 2 ask 4 a smoke... he used 2 stay in dis "room" 2... i immediately packed my stuff n go!!
as i walk, i saw a huge n tall buildin made of all glass... suddenly tere's a man hangin out of de window on de highest level!! he held on 4 his life!! i immediately recognised it was beeie!! i went up de buildin in such of de unit tat leads 2 tat window... de buildin was an office buildin... i went in n a man stopped mi n started askin mi all sorts of qn wich i cnt ans... i was being forced n i had nowhere 2 escape 2... a cal suddenly came on my cell n it was sm random guy who kips tellin mi 2 go in2 1 of de rm in de office... i quickly ran in n it was de rm wich beeie was hangin outside juz nw!! but beeie was no longer at de window!! de guy told mi 2 open de window, hang tere n press de button on de wall outside of de buildin... left wif no choice, i did as i was told... it was scary as i'm hangin real high!! he then told mi 2 jump... i jumped!! 2 my surprise, de button was actually a switch wich opens a tunnel of de ground... i was lead in2 a chamber sn... n of cos de man who's askin mi qn in de office cnt find mi n was surprised why i disappeared in thin air (he does nt noe of de so called secret passage way...)...
tere in de chamber, i saw beeie n sm other ppl... 2 my surprise, beeie told mi tat actually he was sm secret agent n he has 2 brk up wif mi as sm ppl out tere wanted 2 tk his life n he doesn't wan mi 2 risk it... he tot by doin so, i would b safe... but he was wrong... so we went bk 2 our house wich is in fact de headquarters n wen we were tere, a new aircon man came... dis time, he's 1 of de group 2...
de rest of de dream? haha... i hope i cn owas haf an endin but tat will seldom hapen cos nxt week sch starts n i will b super bz... my dream will b interrupted by my alarm clock so hw 2 haf an endin wen u nid 2 wk up? haha... wen i was younger, i used 2 b able 2 continue my dream where i left it... but as i grow older, i cnt seem 2 do tat anymore... let's await 4 my nxt dream post then.... whaha...
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
IT'S 5AM N I CAN'T SLEEP!!
I have been awake since 3am... slept at 1plus... but tink i slept 2 much in de day tats y im super awake now... recently slp wasn't veri quality at all... actually tinkin of it, i haven't been havin quality slp... accordin 2 beeie, he slp w/o dreamin n he cn slp rilly well... 4 mi it's like i owas dream... dreamin is like a daily affair 2 mi... usually i like my dreams... it's an activity wich i rilly enjoy doin cos i cn do lots of tings wich i can't do in real life... i used 2 dream all sorts... tere were adventurous ones, romantic ones, sad ones, scary ones... i can fly in my dreams, get killed, being in love wif andy lau... but tese few days, de dreams r veri irritating ones... it's like wen u r sick n u gt delirious n start dreamin all de tings tat u haf been doin in de day n it juz kips repeatin n swirlin till u gt so irritated... i duno if any of u tried tat b4... but anyw tats juz wat i haf been dreamin n i cnt seem 2 stop it... tats y i tink i haf no quality slp as compared 2 my usual slp... though i dream 2, at least i enjoyed tose... oh well, i guess i juz prefer quantity slp then...
tese 2 days i haf been quite free actually... but i juz cnt gt myself 2 blog... din haf any inspiration on wat 2 blog abt... 2 mi bloggin is like wen it cums i cnt stop man... but if i dun feel like it, nting cums out of it... bloggin abt daily life cn start 2 go repetitious n boring... i dun wana do tat... i may nag alot, side track alot but smtimes nagging oso nid inspiration ok? i cnt go yackin abt seconds n seconds u noe... whaha...
teres a new pt maid cumin 2moro... thanx 2 zann 4 her recommendation... i hope she will b much beta than de last 1 tat i had... but wen i tot of gtin used 2 a new 1 will b juz another chore 4 mi as well... im such a lazy person... explainin de tings tat she nid 2 do oredi dread mi alot... nt mentionin gtin used 2 new style... n esp wen u haf a dog runnin ard de house... it's juz another lay chehness...
oh back 2 being awake juz nw... i've been lyin on de bed 4 de past 1hr or so b4 sittin dwn wif dis new post... tots ran thru my mind... lots of tings... abt my life, my goals, my future... asked myself lots of questions... questions wich i do nt noe of de ans... tryin 2 mk decisions wich i duno 4 hw long dey will last... cos ppl who noe mi shld noe tat im sm1 who is owas decidin 2 do new stuff but tose new stuff owas last 4 a few days... haha... san fen zhong re du... or juz simply fickle minded... was tinkin if i shld haf a part-time job 2 increase my peanut revenue... wen cn i finally go gt a degree... shld i gt a degree... if i were 2 study full-time then wat shld i survive on... wat do i wana achieve wen i rch 30 (wich is like 2 more yrs onli)... wat r my new yr resolutions... shld i gt married... wen is de best time 2 gt married... hw m i 2 start sch wen i lost touch 4 so long... wen do i haf 2 go bk teachin... wen shld i start movin my stuff bk 2 sch... wat shld i tell de maid 2 do 2moro... shld i gt a car wen i gt my license... isit possible 4 mi 2 start savin... wen do i rilly wana settle myself 2 all sorts of commitments -- savin, marriage, family...
lots of other questions wich mk mi more awake than eva... so came online... read afew of fren's blogs... finally logged in 2 write a few sentences in my new post... but as u cn c again... it's nt a few sentences... i nagged thru de whole blog again... 1 ting i cn assure myself ... if eva tere's any1 else readin my blog (disregard tose tat i noe) i tink we shld share de common trait... either we muz b rilly naggy ppl tat u haf all de patience 2 read thru all my post or u r rilly interested in mi man!! haha...
Friday, December 14, 2007
latest updates...
if u went 2 my frenster pg, u shld haf noticed my new looks... keke... if nt, here dey r...
proudly edited by mimi again... 2 bad w/o mk up i dun look gd lah... wif dis hair style n no mk up n my specs... i look like typical aunty loh... or simply like wat beeie say, i look exactly like my mum... hohoho...
oh n my new set of nails!! so much beta n cheaper than de previous place i went!! n oso ard de same standard as taiwan! keke... nails done at The Pink Room at Holland V... n i haf decided 2 change my nails every 3 mths if possible n it will b sponsored by beeie... haha... (i even knew wat style i wan 4 my nxt set le...) hohoho...
n recently i start 2 admire my beeie... whaha... cos he cn do smting wich i cnt... he did dis in less than 1min!! mayb others cn or faster oso lah... but i dun care man!! i juz cnt loh... whaha...
outcum...
he oso tried 2 create my initials... TKH... cn c?
if cnt c, 2 bad loh... ur eyesight no gd... whaha...
ok... last but nt least... ting n my pics wen we went out de other day... again all edited by mimi except de 1st pic...
n wile mimi is editin de pic, she told mi ting look like wang zu xian... u tink so? oh n ting, notice photo editin is so much beta than any creams cos ur dark eye circles r gone babe!! whahahaha!!!
My Little Bro is so talented!! Alas! His talents r nt recognised...
scanned pics all sketched n painted by Teo Yong Heng
pic of my bro n his self-portrait
he titled dis as The Goddess Freya
portrait of his fren -- wen li
he named de followin -- isolation
n dis -- Forbidden Love
n finally de 1 i liked most, tink he drew it in 1998 wen he's still 12yrs old n wen de movie, Great Expectation was out... a portrait of Gwyneth Paltrow in de show...
featuring de original pic (2 bad i cnt find a bigger pic...)
then my bro's work
