Thursday, April 26, 2012
My Precious Time
Before I have my baby, already I'm so lack of time.. I need so much time to finish what I want to do. Be it for leisure purposes or work purposes. Now that I have my Baby Ayden with me, I'm more in need of time.. Mostly now, time for myself and time for rest. I can't imagine after my leave, how am I going to juggle between work life, family life and my own 'happy hour' life..
Cried yesterday night.. And also the night before.. Baby Ayden hasn't been a very good boy at night recently. It's hard to describe what I'm going through.. I just have to be woken up by him every 15 minutes.. Previous night, I slept for 4h only. Last night, 2h. I felt so frustrated with him! Why can't he be like my friends' babies who can sleep throughout the night? What's going to happen when I get back to work? How to manage when I still need to wake up like this at night? I just hope that he will grow out of this quickly and be able to sleep through..
Having not enough sleep is killer for me. I get frustrated easily. But how to be angry with an innocent baby? So I got angry with myself.. I am the one who wanted a child.. So this is what I have to go through! Last night, I told myself that I'm not going to go through all these all over again.. So Baby Ayden will stay as the only child! I don't care what others are going to say.. I just hope he grows up quickly so that I can have part of my life back..
Apart from all these rant, of course I still love my son.. How to not love him when I see all these?
And please forget the photos of me above without makeup.. Here's two that look better with makeup.. 
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Tuesday, September 20, 2011
30 minutes
What can we accomplish in a mere 30 minutes? This morning makes me realize that 30 minutes seems like a 5 minutes that flies really fast.
Setting the alarm clock to 30 minutes later when I feel like lazing is a 5 minutes hoax..
Watching my favorite show for 30 minutes seems like too fast to end..
Chatting with colleagues during a 30 minutes break is never enough..
Rushing work like hell and only to be done in 30 minutes is great torture..
What's your 30 minutes like? Reflect today..
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Sunday, August 21, 2011
Best Friends
Best friends are those who care about each other even though we're all busy with one another's life. Thanks to my best friends who bother to call or SMS to say hi or even ask how are you. Thanks to my best friends who bother to make an effort to ask me out for a meal even with your busy schedule. I appreciate all that and cos of that, you're all my best friends! :) For those who don't make an effort, I won't make anymore effort on my part. Let's take it that we're just acquaintance.
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Saturday, July 24, 2010
What a day!
Finally waited till today.. Now here I am LSing.. Tailbone pain.. Muscle ache.. Cough.. Wah Lao!! What did I do wrong to deserve this?!
How to tolerate with the LS when it nearly reaches it's peak when I cough?! Bloody indoor stadium so damn big then not even a toilet on the ground floor!! Have to walk all the way to leisure?!
Now on the bowl wondering what's worse that can happen to me later..
Cough also aggregate pain in my tailbone.. In order to be taller, wear heels.. Now muscle ache worse..
Sit on the bowl also have cockroach to look out for.. WTF??!! Shopping centre toilet loh!!
Damn day!!
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Thursday, July 22, 2010
Squatting on Toilet Bowl
Whenever I go toilet, I hate the sight of black shoes stain on the toilet seat cover. I always wonder why these people choose to use the toilet bowl if they wanna squat. Why can't they just choose the squatting type??
Every time I have to lift the cover with tissue papers then what's worse is, even after I lifted them, the bowl itself is still stained! I would then curse the bloody person who did that.
I hope that she will fall into the toilet bowl next time she does that again. Or maybe the toilet seat will crack then she fall and cut herself on the cb. Or fall and get her legs stuck in the toilet bowl and the civil defense have to come and get her out when she's still naked!!
However, just now I did the exact same thing which I hate. But hey, when you have a choice, please don't do that! I had no choice!
I had to use this temporary stand alone toilet! I was so urgent and there's nowhere else to go! I really contemplated for a while. I was so afraid that all the curse will fall on me. I was so afraid that it may be one of the Gotcha shows. What if a hand comes out from the bowl? What if the whole toilet collapse?
In the end, I still used it. Damn disgusting loh! I have to do the squat on top! It was my first time and it was so difficult!! I wonder how people do it! Maybe I should give them some credits for able to accomplish such stunts! Luckily I was in my flats. Else worse!
As you have guessed, I'm safe from my own curse or even the Gotcha series. Else I will not be here blogging about it..
Hope those who squat on the toilet bowl read my post and stop doing it again unless they have no choice (like me).. Let's have a clean environment even when we need to pee or poo!!
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Sunday, July 18, 2010
Ooooo...
I think the rolex that I'm looking at is less than 20k.. Do I have a chance? If I really want it then I really have to tolerate with the shit at work!! Heaven and hell!! Which should I choose??!!
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Friday, July 16, 2010
Sleepy day
Not a good night last night. Had insomnia. Couldn't sleep and still thinking over alot of stuff.. Even when I fell asleep later, it was delirious. Even kept thinking about everything in my dreams..
Now with swollen eyes..
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Thursday, July 15, 2010
My Day
Started my day bright and chirpy. Ended it gloomy and teary..
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Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Bad Hair Day
I realized that I couldn't style my hair like the past anymore.. I used to have short hair too. Back then I felt that I have more hair to style with. My hair is more versatile too. Over the years, my hair has sit in it's place so long that I couldn't revert it back.
Take for instance, recently, I am trying very hard to change my hair parting. It used to be easy to do that. But now, with so many years in this position, it's so difficult. Yap, hair when you're 18 and hair when you're 30 is so different..
Then back last night, I feel that my feels less behind than the sides. I realized that's cos of the way I like to style all my hair to the sides. Then as I tried to comb back my hair today, even if I used so much hairspray, it falls back to the same place after less than 30 min.
I think I should have my long hair back.. But with long hair, I tend to lose more hair.. My hair is already getting lesser and cos of it's texture (people who knows me will know that I have very fine hair) it looks even lesser!! I don't wanna go botak at this age!! Touch wood!!
Can anyone tell me what can I do? Don't tell me to go Yun Nam or Beijing 101 or Svenson hor!! I just feel that they don't work.. Is there anything from cosmetic surgery that can make hair grow instantly??
Did anyone remember that Louis Koo also suffered from hair loss many years back?
Then suddenly over the years, his hair came back.. You see, this is what a rich person can do. It's like you can always look perfect on the outside if you're rich.. All right, tell me if there's any 100% solution..
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Sunday, June 27, 2010
Headache
Is it a sign of me dying? If not then why am I yet to recover?! Having a spliting headache now!! I need to work tomorrow!! That's so fast!! Stop my illnesses!! God!!
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Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Seriously Ill
My common fever and flu usually lasts for a maximum of 2 days. This time round, my fever was so bad that it lasted for 3 to 4 days.. That's the longest lasting fever I have ever had..
My tonsils were swollen so badly that it hurts everytime I cough.. I have so much medication which I've to take that irks me even more.. I totally hated all kind of pills.. Yucks!!
The medication time is even tougher when there's no one at home to look after you.. I have no strength to cook my own meal, no right food which I can order, no food means I can't take my medicine.. It's a vicious cycle..
Without food, my tummy will start to churn and I'll puke out everything that I previously input.. Then my body turns hot again cos there's no medication intake..
Oh not forgetting my diarrhoea.. It causes all my input out again..
Usually when there's no one to take care of me when I'm this serious, I'll ask my mum to come over.. Did I not tell you? I got the virus from my dad.. His virus was so strong it infected the whole family.. So that explains why I can't ask my mum over..
Luckily for me.. I've got my besties around for me.. 2nd day they brought lunch for me.. Even though I can't talk much and they have to self-entertain.. Their presence made the gloomy house filled with joy.. Thanks babes!!
1st day with Beeie so I'm alright.. 3rd day on my own again but I've no choice cos my fever got higher so I've to see the doc on my own.. Beeie have to work.. Spent almost 200 bucks in total on doc!! Ridiculous!!
4th day which is now.. I'm waiting for my bestie to fetch lunch for me again.. As you can see, I'm better cos I can now blog.. But I'm blogging as I'm sitting on the bowl.. I thought it had subsided.. But here it is.. Haunting me like a ghost.. With even more output this time..
God!! Help me!! I need to go back to work!! No work no $$!! But of cos, behind every bad story, there's always a good side of it.. That is I shed off 2kg these 4 days!! That is sure something to be happy about!!
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Monday, June 21, 2010
Sick
38degrees fever, cough, diarrheoa, pain in the right arm and worse still.. Can't sleep.. Paranoid over arm.. Paranoid over eye.. Paranoid over other stuff.. Emo.. Spent 100 bucks seeing midnight doc.. Worse night of all..
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Sunday, June 20, 2010
Right-handed
I'm a right-handed person. And only today then I realise that I do many things with my right.
I brush my teeth, bathe myself, put facial products, wipe my butt, touch my iPhone.. All with my right. Not that left is left unused, but not that often..
You see, I was trying very hard to use just my left since yesterday cos my right has been aching.. It's so painful that normally after a night of Salon Pas and straightening my arm the whole night, the pain would normally subside.. But now it still hurts.. I wonder have I been over-exerting it..
Try using your other hand the whole day.. You'll feel as if you're paralysed.. It feels like alot of things can't be done.. That's what I'm doing and feeling right now..
It sucks.. Plus cough and diarrhoea, it sucks big time..
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Thursday, May 06, 2010
Sweat sweat sweat!!!
It's either it's bloody hot or my bloody fat!! Cos fat people sweat alot!!
I'm literally mixing my moisturizer with my sweat and applying it to my entire face!!
The truth is, I've just finished showering and here I am, sitting in front of my industrial fan, sweating away!!
Damn my fats!!
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Wednesday, March 24, 2010
!!!
I am so stressed! So tense! So pressured! I feel like I'm going to explode!!
Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!
Somebody please tell me how to relax myself!!
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Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Feelings
Nervous, anxious, excited..
That's how I'm feeling right now..
This feeling will get even stronger tomorrow..
It'll then followed by hopeful, confident, impatient..
I just hope that this will not end up with disappointment, sadness, tiredness..
Cross my ten fingers for three weeks!
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Friday, February 19, 2010
Sleeping has never been so tiring..
Been going through quite a lot lately.. Sleeping is what I always enjoy doing. Especially dreaming. But lately both my fav had been so tiring for me.. Sometimes, I even got delirius..
All these maybe 'cos of my restless mind.. Couldn't stop thinking about stuff.. Making sleep so difficult and kept tossing around.. Even sleeping and dreaming stuff which makes it worse..
Dreaming makes me live in another world and feels like I'm still working and not sleeping.. Like avatar? Hence woke up really tired and affecting all my work and personal life..
I just hope that I could rest my mind soon and get into really deep sleep for at least a while then recharge and back with life soon..
My new year resolution: to be able to control my mind..
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Thursday, January 14, 2010
Sleeping is so much better compared to anything else in life
Woke up yet again the umpteen times. This time to settle work arrangement.
I feel so not doing anything anymore.. Threw away all the baby stuff that I've been reading about.. Threw away all my supplements..
Took another sleeping pill again and yet I just can't throw away the D feeling! Don't feel like speaking to anyone!! I don't even know what to say if anyone ask?
I'm still in love with my dreams.. Therefore I'm gonna sleep.. Hoping never to be awake again..
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Sunday, August 16, 2009
Singtel Bills
Damn bloody expensive loh! I was shock when I saw the bills! I didn't receive it for 2 months! Beeie printed it online. Two months I was charged $290.70!! Can you imagine that? Bloody hell! Average at $ 146 per month! If not for iPhone, I will stay with Starhub forever! Singtel charge 70cents for per mms loh! WTF! Starhub charge as a normal SMS loh! Idiot! Sianz.. Two years contract.. Kana chop big time!!
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Monday, August 03, 2009
Grooming experience at Pet Safari @VivoCity
The Pet Safari @VivoCity is one of the subsidary pet shop from the Petlovers Centre. Recently I just changed Sugie's groomer yet again for countless of times. Being the second time grooming at Pet Safari, I thought I have no doubts about their professionalism at all. However, I was wrong. I'm not a fussy dog owner, all I ask is that my pet gets its well-deserved comfortable grooming session and that's all. But up till today I have yet to get a good groomer.
Before I went to the Pet Safari, Sugie had went to about 3 neighbourhood pet groomers. Though little little bad experiences here and there, I did not truely complain about them. I thought Pet Safari will be different as the kind of money I pay for the grooming sessions is much more expensive to those in the neighbourhood. Therefore I expect more.
Today's grooming was horrendous! Apart from the little disappointment for my dog's grooming, it was their service and unprofessional attitude that truely disappoints me!!
Beeie was the one who brought Sugie to Vivo today. After arrival, about an hour later, I got a call from the groomer, saying that my dog's fur was super entangled and they need to charge an extra of 10 to 30bucks for untangle his fur. I thought I've already opted for the full groom plus which includes eveything. But I did realize that Sugie's fur was rather knotty so I asked him to quote me the price. Since he said ten dollars, I thought I might as well go ahead and gave him the permission to continue. I thought they were rather professional to call and check.
About three hours later, they called to ask me to pick Sugie up so I called Beeie to go fetch him. An hour later, Beeie told me the worst news ever! Trust me! It's the worst that could happen to any of your precious dog at any grooming centre!
They brought my dog out from the grooming area to the counter. Beeie said Sugie looked weird. He doesn't look like Sugie at all. In fact, it wasn't even Sugie! He told the groomer that it's not our dog. The groomer have the cheek to say, "What? Don't you recognize your own dog? It's yours! Confirm! Can't be wrong!"
Beeie was like saying that it's size is a little smaller than ours, colour is alittle too light, it's just not right! He even asks the groomer how many schnauzer do they have in the area.
That irritating fellow can still have the cheek to say only one! So Beeie called for the manager to check and the manager could still confirm only 1 schnauzer an that's the one! My god! Who the hell don't recognize your own kid!! Not literally but he's your one and only precious and you see him everyday for years yet how to not recognize? Worst??!!
Anyway they kept insisting that's Sugie. Luckily, the other dog's owner was nearby and saw that the dog was hers. Then you know what? That schnauzer was a female!! God damn it! I nearly lost my Sugie boy!! Now, they went in and check again. True enough my poor Sugie was there waiting for it's daddy!!
I tell you, I've never had an experience like that!! Wah Lao!! If people really blur and trusting, they just believe and blur enough to bring back any dog they say it's theirs then chaos loh!! WTF!!!
You pet owners out there better be extra wary of these irresponsible groomers!! Why is it so hard to find one who's really trusty and respnsible who really puts in effort and interest to the best of their "customers"?
So back home I was so worried cos Beeie only told me on the phone when they were in the car. I told him to write an email to complain. Of course I'm not gonna bring Sugie there again! Seriously I might get back a pig next time cos they will insist that it's a dog!!
My dear Sugie boy came back safe and sound but with little disappointment here and there. First, ears not clean enough. I still have to clean them. Pictures to prove.
Second, tangled hair not removed properly, picture not very clear and it's at Sugie's armpit so I shall give them the benefit of doubt.
Third, Sugie has a little red anus now. Maybe they didn't squeeze it properly, again benefit of doubt. No pictures, not easy to take a picture of the anus ok??!
Fourth, a tiny abrasion near it's right ear. Could be the shaving or it's own scratching, so fine. Too small. It's ok.
Whatever it is, since I'm complaining, I might as well say all that I'm not happy with right? Just remember to check that it's your baby after a grooming session next time! Especially if it's at The Pet Safari @VivoCity!!
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