Friday, November 30, 2007
ALAMAK i super BZ dis week!!
i m super bz... it's like i'm de 1 who's gttin married... whaha... im owas more gan jiong wen my frenz gt married... n seems like m i rilly nt able 2 gt married?? cos my mum n mimi kip tellin mi tat "aiyo... u kip bcumin jie mei, b careful tat u cnt jia chu qu!!" cheh... who cares? haha... moreover nw i still yet wana gt married... but LITTLE BEEIE: if u wana gt married wif mi pls wait 4 mi till im 30 hor... whaha... i still evaluating u... keke... oh btw, sui sui nian a.k.a stupid has upgraded 2 little beeie... cos of his looks (look like barry benson de bee in bee movie as u cn c in my pics... whaha...) n oso since nw he's callin mi little princess so i might as well upgrade him abit loh... else it's like every1 tot im bullyin him like tat... cheh...
borin beeie look
borin princess look
ok... wat m i bz wif... seems like i haf 2 summarise else i wont b able 2 wake up by 5am lata... oh u c... it's my dear fiona's weddin 2day n i nid 2 b her jie mei n in order 2 avoid being late (being de usual mi...) i beta wake up as 2ly as possible loh...
MONDAY
i was at home 2 wait 4 de stupid part-time maid 2 cum clean up my house... as usual, i gt fed up wif her... i dun understd y ppl cn b so stupid!! u tk de tings, u use then u put it bk in same place loh... difficult isit? she will use all my detergents n place everyting all ovr de plc at de end of de day... or she will throw, n i rilly mean THROW de brushes cloths n detergents all in2 my cupboard where dey're supposed 2 b!! she will smtimes wash de rags n hang them in de toilet... but y? i mean y cnt she squeeze tem dry? is tat difficult or isit she dun haf common sense?! she will hang in de toilet wif tem still drippin... in de end, tey gt mouldy n i haf 2 buy new rags... argh... then she wiped my stuff on my bedside table as well as tose on my cabinet in de bathroom... thanx cos i dun do it but cn u pls put tem bk exactly where tey're supposed 2 b?! wah lao!! she will put tem all ovr de place n u rilly cnt imagine de loh... i wan sm1 2 off my load nt sum1 who adds on 2 it!! everytm after she left i still nid 2 clear de mess tat she left 4 mi... n who heard of usin a mop 2 clean de carpet?! i tink she's de 1 n onli loh!! tink she tink my carpet is nt dusty enuf!! or she juz likes addin moulds n fungus 2 my house!! ggrr... oh n everytm she cums, i nid 2 cage my dog in de playpen so she cn do de stuff like moppin floor w/o my dog irritatin her... tat day i was kind enuf 2 let my dog in2 my rm wif de playpen... i will drag de playpen 2 de toilet wen i nid 2 go else my dog will whine if he dun c mi... so wen de "clever" maid wanted 2 clean my room, she oso tried 2 drag de playpen... u cnt imagine hw rough she was!!! i was so heartpain wen i saw hw my dog was terrified wif de way she dragged it!! damn!! at once i told her i will do it myself!! but de usual mi being a nice person, i did nt tel her off... oh n as 4 de wipin my stuff n nt puttin tem bk in plc, i juz told her nt 2 wipe my stuff anymore... i rather she dun do it than i haf 2 do it again...
anyw... wile she was doin de cleanin stuff, i started wif my diy hairdye by lo'real... i chose red dis time n de outcum was quite ok... my hair nw looks dark in de room (wich is hw my boss wans it 2 b...) but maghany red under de sun (wich is wat i wan it 2 b... keke...) i juz cnt go under de sun wen my boss is ard tats all... oh n here is a pic of mi durin my sch dnd nite... n i won de title of MISS *MY SCH'S NAME* keke... i was so hapi n i like tat tiara... ^_^
oh n after my ordeal wif de stupid maid, i went tuitn... end of mon...
TUESDAY
i went zann's plc 4 lunch... as usual i was late... i ate so much food i was 43kg by de time i gt hm at nite... ggrr... well no choice, de food was damn shiok... haha... random pics taken tere...
then evenin time i met up wif fiona n de rest of de jie meis... discussion on de big gate crashin plan!! whaha!! groom bware!! heh heh... oh im proud of myself 4 nt spendin much recently... i juz bought my new addition 2 all my babies at hm at PS after dinner tat day... n dis time it's a ger!! no more boy babies... enuf of tem... but dis 1 look exactly like greenie!! juz more gerly n she has a bigger butt like mi tats all... haha...
greenie
presenting my new PINKIE!!
she's cute rite? haha...
WEDNESDAY
do housechores, bathe dog n yes... i promised DT 2 teach him hw 2 bathe xiaoxue... so here he cums bathin xiaoxue... but din do it 100% rite... but gd enuf 4 a guy le... keke... sm random pics of xiaoxue n sugie boy... oh n juz 2 gossip abit... seems like DT xianin new ger again... whaha!!!
oh n mimi... DT haf been slpin wif xiaoxue in de livin rm eversince she go bk... u cn fang xin 4 xiaoxue le cos she has a veri gd bf!! whaha...
THURSDAY
accompany fiona 4 her mani n pedi 2day... as usual i was late again... cosin her 2 miss de appointmt... damn 5min difference onli loh... tat plc juz refuse 2 do 4 her... fine... dun wana earn $$ we wont force de... so we went another plc at bishan loh... as though tere's onli 1 plc 4 nails... cheh... i onli spend 15bucks on express pedi 2day... cos my toes pedi smudged de other time mah... till nw then redo... hai... oh n BIG NEWS EVERY1 WHO HAS BEEN VERI CONCERNED ABT MY SPENDIN POWER!! I WOKE UP 2DAY N DECIDED 2 TERMINATE ALL MY CARDS N CUT TEM OFF!! so i used my ez credit 2 pay off de remaining bills n sm wif de help of my godbro (thanx da ge!! will return u slowly... dun write da zi bao on my wall hor... haha... veri cold hor... keke...) i managed 2 squeeze all my debts in2 1 card (wich i will kip n nt terminate n will kip at hm nt bring out n use onli durin emergency...) n i oso did nt cancel my ladies card cos it has lots of priviledges... but i told myself i will use wen in nid... wen nt i will juz leave at hm... n oso my isetan card so tat i cn gt discount wen i buy my facial products mah... (oso will kip at hm...) so in total, 2DAY I CUT MY ABN CARD, MONEYLINE CARD, CASHPLUS CARD, METRO CARD, IKEA CARD, BEST DENKI CARD N TITANIUM CARD!!! applause 4 my determination hor!! n i shall clear all my debts by next yr... i noe its my mentality tat nids changing... but dis is like addiction 2 drugs leh... gif mi time hor... i will go in2 rehab n try 2 change but i will nid alot of encouragement frm u guys 2... help mi!! care mi care mi!!! keke...
aa... i tot i wana summarise de... but seems like i nag so much till nw hor... damn... i m naggy... haha... n nw no time 2 slp man... oh 1 last ting... i was listenin 2 radio de other time n 933 was introducin dis new jap shw... chicken meat (ji rou) lv zhen ying xiong... i was like y isit named ji rou? then i realise it was...
hero (sounds like ji rou) haha... tats all...
Thursday, November 29, 2007
ok i shall blog again 2moro...
newly edited by mimi... i was kaypoin on other ppl's blog, readin til nw i haven blogged abit... n im tired... kk i shall blog 2moro!! I WILL BLOG 2MORO!!!
BZBZBZ
aiyo... i logged on 2 update my blog 2day but i was 2 involve wif chattin wif mimi n phyllis on msn i din haf time 2 update nw... aa... slpy leh... hw? arghh... dis week super bz wif fiona's wedding... of cos wif other tings 2 bz 2... din haf tm 2 slp leave enuf updating blog... argh... hw hw hw?? ggrr...
Thursday, November 22, 2007
See my work!! whaha
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Time...
I felt that time is so not enough to me... Is it just me or is it everyone? Why can't there be 48 hours per day instead of 24? I need so much time... I need the minimum hours for all these following activities in order to make my life... Let me see exactly how much time I need...
12hrs to sleep
12hrs to work
1hr to accompany my dog
6hrs to play my PSP
3hrs to read my magazine
1hr to bathe
1hr to eat
4hrs to watch TV
10hrs to play MJ
1hr to read my book
1hr to write my blog
3hrs to update stuff online
1hr to learn my Japanese
Total of 56hrs!!! Wow!! This is so much time needed for me!! Though I admit most of the time is leisure time, but why can't a person has more leisure than work? Why is it always 12 hours of work and the rest are split into sleep and all other miscellaneous stuff? Especially leisure now becomes a part of the miscellaneous... Isn't that suppose to be a sub-group instead of going under a sub-group? I went to sleep at 2.30a.m. last night and this morning I was exhausted... All i did was went out for dinner and pool which is like 5 hours and reached home about 10 plus... Feed my dog and clear certain stuff, played with it and finally watched TV... All these I felt like I was doing them half-heartedly... While I was playing with my dog I was telling myself not to be stuck for too long else I would have less time to sleep... While I was watching TV, I was asking myself if I should continue with my 2 other episodes or should I leave it for tomorrow? (Though in the end I finished watching all of them...) In the end, I'm left with only 4 hours of sleep... That is truly not enough for me! That is like only 1 quarter of what I've expected everyday!!
Well, I kept telling myself that I should not sleep my life away... I heard we only have about 30,000 days in our life. 30,000 sounds so little as compared to monetary wise... I would have spent 30,000 in 3 years... Imagine that as our days in our life?! Now I've already spent about 10,000 days and that is like 1 third of my life and yet when I asked myself, have I truly achieved anything? Truthfully, I doubt... I doubt I achieved big things as compared to those who already have a family, those who have their career and who are high fliers, those who drive a car, those who has their own business... I have none... I should I compare with those who are better off? Why would someone compare with those of a lower grade? To become lower too? Of course we compare ourselves with those higher so that we work to get better! On the other hand, when we want to be more optimistic, we should compare ourselves with those worse off to know that, hey, we're not so bad after all! Man are just one kind of complicated animal.
So why all these about time? Cos ever since I came back working, I kept telling myself I'm gonna be a breakthrough... I'm not going to take anymore medical leaves nor am I gonna be late for work. Trying all these are difficult because they have already been part of me for so long! I lasted till today and it's the third day... I was like its only the third day?! I have 2 more days to go and next year, I have an entire year to go!! Why is life all about working? Humans are just born to work and die... That's all... Living simple isn't easy too... Cos there isn't much monetary means to get what you really want in life...
Take a look at the popular game -- The Sims. I felt like god is playing this game and we are the ones being manipulated by him... Everything which we did are so controlled... It's like we have no choice at all... As much as I want to be born rich and have all the things in the world without working, I am not able to do that cos I'm controlled by this person who is playing the game. It's like he's controlling me to write my blog now, eat, go toilet... If you play The Sims, you will know what I'm directing at... It's also like everything is destined by him. It's my destiny to have to work all my life and sign my cards to spend and buy the things which I like and start being a card slave again and again, it's like it's destined that my luck is not as good as Zann who can win lots on mah-jong alone...
I know life isn't perfect and smooth sailing... But why do I see it as though some people are better off? Or now could it be the doings of the past and reincarnation? Is it because I did not do good deeds or I did too many bad deeds in my past life that now I can't be better? If so, I can see myself in a same state or worse in my next life...
