Friday, March 12, 2010
Hairstyles
Downloaded an app for my iPhone while I was pooing. Meddled with some of my photos. Loading now for some fun and entertainment!
Does Beeie look like zhang yu?
Look at sugie boy!
Then it's my turn! Laugh all you want! Haha..
Which hairstyle suits me best? Hmm..
Oh! And my original hairstyle now! I'm fat, lazy and short hair! I'm an aunty! Fat one some more!
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Wednesday, March 10, 2010
What do people do when their dreams get crush?
Today is not a good day for both Beeie and me.. Like what the title suggests, our dreams were crushed today.. Though very different dreams but they meant alot to the both of us..
Man are very unlike woman.. When things like that happen to us, we'll cry, bitch over it, nag about it.. But guys will just keep quiet and want to get over it alone..
I felt really bad that I can't do anything to help Beeie.. Especially when he's the 1 better at words.. I don't seem to be able to say things right..
Looking at him looking sad and moody and quiet made me feel really helpless.. All I can do is let him be alone..
Apart from that, he still has to listen to my side of bad things.. The point is he listens.. He doesn't show me attitude like the way I would if I'm him.. That's what I love about him..
Beeie, gambateh! Support you morally k? Lub you!
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Thursday, March 04, 2010
New Year Resolutions
I must be happy.
I must take things easy.
I must feel relax and calm.
I must throw away all my unwanted thoughts.
I must release all emotional blocks.
I must be patient.
I must set my worries aside.
I must give myself a break.
I must try my best to do all the above.
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Friday, February 19, 2010
Sleeping has never been so tiring..
Been going through quite a lot lately.. Sleeping is what I always enjoy doing. Especially dreaming. But lately both my fav had been so tiring for me.. Sometimes, I even got delirius..
All these maybe 'cos of my restless mind.. Couldn't stop thinking about stuff.. Making sleep so difficult and kept tossing around.. Even sleeping and dreaming stuff which makes it worse..
Dreaming makes me live in another world and feels like I'm still working and not sleeping.. Like avatar? Hence woke up really tired and affecting all my work and personal life..
I just hope that I could rest my mind soon and get into really deep sleep for at least a while then recharge and back with life soon..
My new year resolution: to be able to control my mind..
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Thursday, February 11, 2010
Human Complexity
The human mind and body is such complex object. Alot of happenings and reactions to the human is so unexplainable by medical and science technology.
Sometimes the more you want to sleep and yet the more you are awake.
The more you want something from your body, the more it reacts the opposite.
The more I want to keep my mind in a peaceful and tranquil stage, the more thoughts come in and hit me deeply with lots of unwanted negative vibes.
The more you want the body to work what you want, the more it sways away from you.
Can I say that am I naturally stubborn? Or naturally that's the nature of me?
Or maybe I should learn to meditate? So that I can stay serene?
Never felt so tiring to be myself.. Yet now I'm feeling it.. Why?
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